My bad luck began when i had to be in the same group as her.. well, in the outside, she looks perfectly fine.. Alhamdulillah, her appearance fits her as a fine Muslimah.. and for those who dunno know her, they might think that she's a very well respected person as she always talks about blessings, taqwa and more (in her facebook, of course).. and she looks bright and one of the most interactive student in class.. she loves to shoot questions albeit sometimes few of it were seen unnecessary.. thus, i thot, having her in my group will be a good thing for she may be able to support us in our studies.. lil that i know, it will turn out otherwise in due time..
I begin to notice her true colors when we were in our 1st semester.. we were needed to perform a mini research project.. while me and my other 2 group members were in the library having a discussion, she seems to be the one with the most arguments.. to her, this was wrong, that was unacceptable and whatnot.. despite her tonnes of arguments, she failed to give solutions.. and while all of us were discussing in the library, she, on the other hand was so busy with her lappy, u know, "facebooking".. each of her movements seem very much important to be updated, that includes during lectures too.. she'll be updating stuffs like "im waiting for my presentation turn", "im sleepy in class", "the lecture is so boring".. bluerghh!! a lil too obsessed with facebook.. and kinda self-centered too!
Anyways, after knowing her for almost a year now, i can managed to conclude she is nothing as she may seem in the outside.. her works were just junk, despite her countless arguments.. i had to be the one clearing up her mess.. normally i would have to sacrifice my night sleep, burning the midnight oil to amend her crappy works.. and i thot im the very last minute person here but she's far worse.. other than her crappy works, she is very pampered as she would love to wait for others to spoon-feed her.. when it comes to work delegation, she would pick the easiest task.. she contributed the least in group discussion, presentation, write ups..
Last friday, i had my patience tested at its peak.. she was crafting her antics yet again.. instead of contributing and completing her part in our group project, she went on asking us for answers of her own individual assignment.. i cudnt help but to snap.. but alhamdulillah i still have sanity in me.. instead of swearing, which has been drafted earlier on.. i wrote an email in a very fine and subtle words to remind her to be considerate of others.. it's unfair when she's not contributing to the group.. well, lil that i know, instead of understanding my message, she failed to attend classes the next 2 days during the weekends.. when asked, she told that she wanna quit school.. she had intention of quitting but as she received my email, her intention is being materialized sooner..
Crap, i know she's blaming me.. despite feeling disgusted, i went on apologizing to her if she's quitting because of me.. i reminded her not to make hasty decision, but to no avail, she's quitting anyways.. well, darling.. suit urself.. it's your future at stake.. perhaps, it's the best thing for us all.. at least we will not be burdened by you anymore..
It's fancy to cross path with a 27 y.0. spoiled brat.. says who spoiled brat can be found during teenage years only.. and it's a shame to have a well respected person in the outside to act in such a way.. i hope it will not give a bad impression of us Muslims.. most of us, do things perfectly, instead of taking responsibility for granted.. anyways, i pray that she'll come back to her senses sooner or later and do not follow her heart blindly.. i'Allah.. a lil advice to her,
"You cannot make an omelette without breaking eggs"
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